*diVorcE*

today let's talk about divorce.
is kinda scary if u gonna stay with the one u dun love for the sake of your kids.
my colleague actually got problem with her husband...
i am not sure whether is communication problem or personal problem...
she and her husband is like very "rude"?? to each other...
but she said she wont divorce because if she do so, her kids will be very pathetic.

if i am the one, i oso will not divorce..it is probably because i cannot accept the term of "divorcee". but after telling my fren so, i kena scold. they said i should have change my concept and accept the term of "divorcee" because life u only live once, r u going to spare ur entire life with the one you dun love for your kids sake??

after serious consideration, i still refuse to accept. maybe i will try to work out the mess instead of end my relation with him. husband is the one u pick, and the time you agreed to marry him, you should hav understand u nid to accept his everything in your future life. if you cannot get through it..why you agreed to marry him in the first place??

well...maybe is totally different when u r dating and married. dating you might not nid to face him everyday, but married you gonna stay with him entire life?? conflicts might occurs easily when you stay together...because both of you come from different family environment and might not have the same living style.

sigh...whatever la...married is not what i wan now...or did i got the marrige phobia?? haha...is really not the big issue to me..jus the thought running through my mind...and wanna know how my colleague feel...hope she can stay well with his hubby la...if not her children will be suffer...^^

get over..

did i really get over it??
after talk to my fren, is really feel a lot better.

mm...she oso had the same experience with me...
that is why she can understand how and what i felt...
am i the one making people's life difficult??
or jus he is the one cannot understand women well??
i might not that easy for people to understand, but at least he should hav spare a thought for me rite??
it might not really big deal, but sometimes is really hurt...cos not being understand.

whatever it is..oledi talk to him...
and he oso get the reason why i am angry over him...
din talk to him for quite a long time should hav torture him a lot rite??
so am i oledi get over with it??
ooolright...i should hav admit that guys always simplified wat gers' think...
and gers' always thought that guys understand what they think but in fact they know nothing...
lalala...now feel better...^^
time to sleep...cos my eye swollen for the whole day le..
really very embarass lo...dun dare to lift up my head...
scare people askin me y...sigh...
wont cry anymore...laugh suit me more...^^

嘴硬...

今天的我真的是吓傻了~
竟然在马路旁哭了出来~
因为家里没有人，所以必须自己回去~
一个人站在马路旁等车应该不会很恐怖~
但是如果天很黑的话，眼睛又不是很清楚的话，应该是怪可怕的~

老爸问我要不要去巴士站，还很酷地说，“没关系，等下我自己过马路去等车就好了”
我叔叔有急事要出门，问我要做他的车出去吗，我开始犹豫了，“不然你等多一下子载我出去可以吗？我在等人。” 但因为他赶时间，我还是让他先走了~
所以，最后的我是一个人的咯。

站在马路旁的我，天又黑，眼睛又不好，又担心被人家抓掉，其实很恐怖啊！！
因为没有这么迟回过，又是一个人;害怕，所以就哭出来了~
刚好接到老爸的电话，听到我哽咽的声音，应该是吓坏他了~
所以，老爸说明天载我去上班~=P

被吓到已经心情不是很好了~
还竟然没有生气的权力~
说了一圈，又好像变成是我的错，变成是我自己活该似的~
接到的电话不是安慰就算了，第一句问候我的话竟然是“为什么你没有接电话？”
你觉得在流眼泪的我，可以回答你什么？
跟你说“我在后面”，因为我在找晚餐吃，你竟然说“噢，那掰！”就挂电话~
你觉得我可以有什么反应呀？
心情不是很好就算了，已经觉得很委屈，很可怜了~
你竟然传了一封“火上添油”的简讯~
什么你以最快的速度赶回家~什么我还生气~什么不知道该说什么是好，什么我认为该生气的话你没话说，什么希望我的语气好一些~什么你道歉了我还这样对你，什么这样让你很难过~
你知道说这些话我有多伤心吗？
真得不知道该怎么样回答你咯~
算了，多说无用~
因为我就是嘴很硬，
吵起来的时候，我说的话一定很难听，很伤人，当然也会把我的意思扭曲~
所以，还是自闭一下会好一些~
soli, i have nothing to talk to u now...
希望明天眼睛不会这么肿~
睡觉去！

*浪漫星期天*

我可以，陪你去看星星，
不用再多说明，我就要和你在一起。
我不想，又再一次和你分离，
我多么想每一次的美丽，是因为你。

好浪漫的一首歌哦~
超爱这一段的。
可以和爱郎一起看星星应该可以很浪漫吧~
但是，不是常常有这种机会的~哈哈~~
因为和他一起看，搞不好会变成笑话多一点。
那个死男人啊~
浪漫应该永远都不会和他画成等号吧~=P
看样子啊~应该抓他去洗脑一下，或接受什么培训之类的咯~
但说真的，和我应该也浪漫不起来啦~
娃哈哈~因为我啊~就脑子不是很正常呢~=P

不一样了...

爱郎换了新工作，下午没有再和他聊天了，感觉怪怪的。
一转眼就半年多了！！
每天他的午餐时间，就算再忙都会和他聊个半小时。
但现在都没有了，所以就不一样了...

但话说回来，真的很替他开心，
因为新工作环境不错，老伴欣赏他。
希望可以一直这样下去~那不聊天我也无所谓了~
娃哈哈...=P
反正，说话什么时候都可以说。^^

哦对~刚才和同事一路回来，半路他妈妈说他表妹遇车祸，现在在医院昏迷不醒。
希望一切平安，没什么事。
人的生命真得很脆弱，必须保障自己，也要保障家人。
不要等到发生什么事以后才措手不及。
自己的生命真得很重要，所以，各位亲爱的朋友啊~
要照顾自己哦！！
过马路要小心，记得要多喝水，不要生病啦~
三餐要记得吃，做工也不要累坏自己，记得多休息哦~^^

转角。遇到爱

转角过后，真得会遇到真爱吗？

同事20岁就结婚，这样的决定真的是吓到我这个老人家了。
我问他，你确定他就是你想要的人生吗？
他很铁定的告诉我，“没错，下半辈子我就是要和他一起过了”。
问他为什么要这么早结婚，他单纯的说，“这样就有更多的时间在一起啦”。
真的是很好的答案啊~~

每天每天和他一起过，和一星期见面几次真的有很多的差别呢~
每天每天见面会不会腻啊？
下半辈子真的是很长的时间啊~
确定可以一直看下去吗？
确定可以没有摩擦吗？
确定可以一辈子恩爱下去吗？
结婚和交往真的是两码子事~
他真得认真考虑过了吗？
结不结婚，到底要考虑什么呀？

婚后的她，感觉真得很不错呢~
每天下班就赶着回家见她的老公，小两口恩爱得很呢~
时不时一起煮饭，时不时就去看半夜场，时不时就一起去逛花园，
这么甜蜜的他们，还怪让人羡慕的。
希望他们可以永远甜蜜下去啦~^^